I'm getting surgery on my arms for carpel tunnel so hopefully in a month or two I can hold a pen. I've been very busy with work because if I'm not working it will give me time to think about my life and then I'll want to off myself. Lmao joking who wouldn't want to live in this amazing world we all live in. HAHAHAHAA. Oh man I'm feeling very pessimistic because I have the stomach flu sorry.